Book Review: Girl Meets God by Lauren F. Winner


Girl Meets God
by Lauren F. Winner
Genre: Spiritual Memoir
Publisher: Shaw Books

Blurb from Amazon:

The child of a Jewish father and a lapsed Southern Baptist mother, Lauren F. Winner chose to become an Orthodox Jew. But even as she was observing Sabbath rituals and studying Jewish law, Lauren was increasingly drawn to Christianity. Courageously leaving what she loved, she eventually converted. In Girl Meets God, this appealing woman takes us through a year in her Christian life as she attempts to reconcile both sides of her religious identity.

Here readers will find a new literary voice: a spiritual seeker who is both an unconventional thinker and a devoted Christian. The twists and turns of Winner’s journey make her the perfect guide to exploring true faith in today’s complicated world.

My Thoughts:

There are times when I do not know how to describe how I feel about a book. This is one of those times. This book is well-written and honest in its portrayal, but I found it lacking…something. I cannot quite put my finger on what that something is, though. From my understanding, at the time of the writing of this book, she was still young in her Christian faith, so I can understand that my feelings are attributing to that somewhat. Heck, I am still young in my faith. But, I am not a convert from another religion, so I am trying to give her a bit of grace as a write this review.

First and foremost, I am proud of Ms. Winner for being brave enough to follow her heart. She felt Jesus prompting her to follow Him and she answered that call. Being that she was an Orthodox Jew, I cannot imagine how difficult that must have been for her. However, even after finishing the book, I am still not fully understanding the reasons for her conversion. She had a dream about mermaids and Jesus. She did not feel accepted by some of her Orthodox friends, especially her boyfriend’s family (she was not a *true* Orthodox Jew as Judaism is passed through the mother and Ms. Winner’s father was the Jewish parent; however, she chose to convert to Orthodox Judaism as a teenager). But, she had others who were like family to her and accepted her as such. I just don’t think these sections were fleshed out enough. I wanted to know more of her heart and I only got more of the “I didn’t fit in” and “My boyfriend’s mom didn’t like me” responses. I don’t think she had enough distance at the time of writing this book to fully understand the decision she made and that is why some of the heart issues are not fully addressed.

As someone who is completely unfamiliar with Judaism, Ms. Winner explains in detail all of the Jewish customs, holidays and rituals. I am glad I got this e-book through my library so I could look up unfamiliar words immediately because there were a lot of them! It was almost too much for me at times. But, I was really fascinated with her explanations and narrative about her former faith.

This book is laid out according to the Christian liturgical seasons. I found this format interesting. Yes, it works, but I found some of the stories she included to be unnecessary. In the context of the whole novel, I did not understand how they fit in or why these particular stories were included. They confused me and muddied the waters.

Ms. Winner talks in detail about how she found the church she now attends, but I found that Ms. her focus on the ritualistic aspect of the faith to be a detriment to the actual prize – the personal relationship with Jesus Christ. I think she missed a golden opportunity to explore this more in depth. I wanted to know more about her relationship with Jesus and how she developed in her relationship with Him. There just wasn’t enough there for me.

Overall, this is an extremely well-written book, but I found it lacking some personal connection. I had a hard time relating to Ms. Winner. I would recommend this book with reservation.

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1 Peter Bible Study – Week 7

I am participating in a Blog Tour through Kregel Publications for the Bible Study – 1 Peter: Finding Encouragement in Troubling Times by Sue Edwards. Each week from January 15 – March 11, I will be blogging through my experiences with this study, posting my opinions and insights as I learn more about the book of 1 Peter. I’m really excited to be participating in this study and am looking forward to what I learn over the next nine weeks!

 

Previous Posts:
Week 1 Post
Week 2 Post
Week 3 Post
Week 4 Post
Week 5 Post
Week 6 Post

About the Book

The letter of 1 Peter was heard by women who knew times like these. This newest addition to the Sue Edwards Inductive Bible Study series digs into 1 Peter and takes a look at the stories of real women–past and present–to teach today’s woman how to stand faithful to God regardless of her trials, however severe.

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Lesson 7 – Stand Strong When Wronged

1 Peter 3:13 – 4:6 (link to verses; opens in new window)

Part of question 3 under CORE Four asks: “How can you enjoy victory and be “done with sin“?

Verse 4:1 reads: “Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because he who has suffered in his body is done with sin.

As I read this question and this verse, I asked myself “Can we ever, truly be done with sin?”  Humans are sinful by nature. No matter how hard we try to live Christ-like lives, we will still stumble; we will still fail; we will still fall short. If we can be done with sin, why do we need Jesus? And how is it possible to live without sin?

I think we can (and should) strive to live our lives in a way that would honor God. In doing this, we will find victory. Will we still sin? Yes. It’s just in our nature. Ever since the apple in the garden, we were doomed. But Jesus frees us from having to worry about being good enough for God. We are free of the guilt that comes with sin. As I was researching this particular verse, I found John Gill’s commentary. The part which stood out reads:

…”such a man has ceased from sin; not from the being and indwelling of it in him; nor from the burden of it on him; nor from a continual war with it in him; nor from slips and falls by it, and into it; no, nor from it in the most solemn and religious services; but as from the guilt of it, and obligation to punishment by it, through the death of Christ…”

Sin will continue to live in us as long as we are alive and are human. But Jesus came so that we do not have to be consumed with guilt over our sin. Jesus frees us from it. That is why he came. That is why he suffered death by crucifixion. That is why we can be done with sin. He carried all of our sin onto the cross. His death frees us from any guilt that our sin may bear. If you continue to harbor guilt or continue to feel that you need to be punished for a sin you have committed in your past, you are saying that Jesus’ death on the cross was not good enough. Is that hard to hear? Yes, absolutely. I hope you will really think about that if you are harboring some long-held guilt or continue to beat yourself up about something in your past. Jesus did not come for you to live in guilt and pain. He came and died so that you can be free.

I don’t pretend to know everything. I’m still growing in my journey. I’m learning more and more everyday. This post started completely differently than what I had planned on. God taught me something through the writing of this post and I’m thankful to Him for what He continues to teach me each day.

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Book Spotlight: Asenath by Anna Patricio

It is time for a FIRST Wild Card Tour book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old…or for somewhere in between! Enjoy your free peek into the book!

You never know when I might play a wild card on you!
 

Today’s Wild Card author is:

 

 

and the book:

 

Imajin Books (September 24, 2011)
***Special thanks to Anna Patricio for sending me a review copy.***

 

ABOUT THE AUTHOR:

 

Anna Patricio is a lover of ancient history, with a particular interest in Egypt, Israel, Greece, and Rome. She is also intrigued by the Ancient Near East, though she has not delved too much into it but hopes to one day.

She undertook formal studies in Ancient History at Macquarie University. She focused mostly on Egyptology and Jewish-Christian Studies, alongside a couple of Greco-Roman units, and one on Archaeology. Though she knew there were very limited job openings for ancient history graduates, she pursued her degree anyway as it was something she had always been passionate about.

Then, about a year after her graduation, the idea to tackle historical fiction appeared in her head, and she began happily pounding away on her laptop. ASENATH is her first novel.

Recently, she traveled to Lower Egypt (specifically Cairo and the Sinai), Israel, and Jordan. She plans to return to Egypt soon, and see more of it. In the past, she has also been to Athens and Rome.

Anna is currently working on a second novel, which still takes place in Ancient Egypt, but hundreds of years after ASENATH.

Visit the author’s website.
 

SHORT BOOK DESCRIPTION:

 
Two Destinies…One Journey of Love

In a humble fishing village on the shores of the Nile lives Asenath, a fisherman’s daughter who has everything she could want. Until her perfect world is shattered.

When a warring jungle tribe ransacks the village and kidnaps her, separating her from her parents, she is forced to live as a slave. And she begins a journey that will culminate in the meeting of a handsome and kind steward named Joseph.

Like her, Joseph was taken away from his home, and it is in him that Asenath comes to find solace…and love. But just as they are beginning to form a bond, Joseph is betrayed by his master’s wife and thrown into prison.

Is Asenath doomed to a lifetime of losing everything and everyone she loves?

Product Details:

List Price: $13.99
Paperback: 222 pages
Publisher: Imajin Books (September 24, 2011)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 1926997263
ISBN-13: 978-1926997261

AND NOW…THE FIRST CHAPTER:

Egypt 1554 B.C.The Nile had just flooded, leaving the ground moist, rich and black. The children of our riverside village, I among them, frolicked about in the cool, gooey earth. In the distance, the ancient river circled the land, glittering with a thousand tiny dancing lights from the sun-god’s Boat of a Million Years. A breeze blew, rustling the branches of the palm trees that surrounded our home.

“Kiya!”

No sooner had I looked than a mud ball pelted me hard across the stomach.

“I’ll get you for that, Menah.” I bent down to gather mud in my hands when another ball landed on my back. He was a quick one, my best friend.

I had just formed a mud ball and was about to raise my arm when Menah suddenly charged forward and pounced on me.

“Now you’ll get the tickle torture,” he said in a mock evil voice.

“No, Menah. Please, no.” But I was overcome by uncontrollable laughter.

“Menah! Kiya!” voices called out, interrupting our playful wrestling.

Our mothers approached.

“Come out now,” my mother called. “It is time to prepare for the Feast of Hapi.”

Covered in mud from head to toe, Menah and I scrambled toward them.

Mama shook her head, smiling. “You’re such a mess.”

She led me back to our hut.

“What is going to happen tonight, Mama?” I asked. “I mean, after we pray to Hapi? Will there be games?”

Mama’s blue eyes twinkled against her brown skin. “I see no reason why there shouldn’t be.”

“And lots of food?”

“All the food you could ever want.”

“May I wear my lotus necklace today?”

Years ago, when I was very young, Mama had given me a beautiful carved lapis lazuli lotus pendant strung on a simple piece of coarse rope. She told me it had been in her family for many generations and that her grandmother had received it from Hapi himself.

She ruffled my hair. “Of course. Today is, after all, a special day.”

As we entered our mud hut, which had been my home since birth, I saw my father mending one of his fisherman’s nets. When he saw me, he pretended to cower in fear.

“A mud monster has entered our house.”

I laughed. “It’s just me, Papa.”

He leaned forward and squinted, as if trying to get a good look, though the gesture was comically exaggerated. “Is it? Let me see. Ah yes, it’s my little Kiya.”

He leapt to his feet, picked me up and swung me around, ignoring the mud that soiled his hands. I squealed with delight.

“Nakhti,” Mama said. “I have to get her ready.”

“Yes.” Papa set me down. He gave me a gentle slap across the back, motioning for me to return to Mama.

“I get to wear the lotus today, Papa.”

He smiled. “I am sure you will look very pretty.”

Later that afternoon, four priests from a nearby town passed by our village. They shouldered on poles our patron god’s idol, which nestled upon a bed of water lilies. A ray of sunlight bounced off the golden image and it flashed with brilliance. Behind the god was a small train of dancing priestesses. They rattled sistrums and twirled around, their white dresses billowing out like clouds.

My fellow villagers and I were assembled outside our village, awaiting the god’s arrival. When he appeared, we fell to our knees and touched our foreheads to the sandy ground.

“Glorious Hapi,” my father intoned. “We thank you for once again allowing your water to flow and give life. We thank you for nourishing our land and our people. We pray your sacred pitchers never cease to flow. We thank you, great god of the Nile.”

My heart swelled with pride. Papa was the most renowned fisherman in our village. Though he was quite an old man – many years older than my mother – he possessed skills and strength that surpassed even those of the younger generations. Everyone thus hailed him as the favoured of the river god.

“Praise be to you, Hapi,” I echoed along with the rest of my fellow villagers.

As the idol trailed away, we rose to our feet and gathered up the amulets and flowers, which we would be tossing into the Nile as offerings. It was sunset now and sheer red-orange skies cast a fiery glow upon the river’s rippling surface. From a distance, we heard the warbling of river fowl and the screeching of monkeys.

We approached the riverbank. It was still soft and muddy from the inundation. We tossed our offerings in. All the while, Papa chanted hymns of praise. Afterward, we returned to the village for what we children had been anticipating the most – the games.

A kind, respectable widow named Mekten, whom everyone called “Village Mother”, held a game called the “statue dance.” She played a reed flute while we danced and would stop at random moments without warning. We had to freeze as soon as the music stopped. Those who were still dancing were out of the game.

My friends and I loved it so much that Mekten held several rounds of it. Unfortunately, I always lost, as I always got so caught up in the liveliness of the game. However, she awarded me a small spinning top as a prize for being the best dancer.

I danced so much that I could barely keep my eyes open as we later sat down to the feast. Papa picked me up and carried me back to our hut. I was too tired to protest. As soon as he lay me down, I fell into a deep sleep.

That night, I dreamt I was on a great winged barque sailing along the Nile. It was a bright day, with the white-golden Egyptian sun shining gloriously and flocks of ibises and herons gleaming against the clear blue sky. A group of friendly monkeys, like those who usually wandered near my family’s hut, kept me company on the deck, entertaining me with their hilarious antics.

Suddenly, the skies darkened and the water began to thrash against the barque. The monkeys leapt up and down, screeching frantically. I grabbed onto the rail.

Thunder rumbled. Fierce white waves threatened to haul us overboard. The barque tipped to a dangerous level and I began to scream.

Waking, I placed my hand over my heart, which was pounding fiercely. I was about to heave a sigh of relief when I heard the rumbling from my dream. I sat up, my chest constricting in fear once more. The noise sounded like it was coming from outside our hut.

The rumbling stopped.

I heard a strange voice shouting in a language I could not understand.

My father appeared beside me. In the dim light, I could see the outline of his bony profile as he knelt by my side.

“What’s that noise, Papa?”

He put his arms around me and before he could answer, a chilling scream sliced through the air. Other screams followed. Soon, the air was filled with a frightening cacophony – screams, cries and more shouts in that strange language.

Papa’s grip on me tightened. “Come, Kiya. We must hide you.”

The door of our hut flew open.

Two enormous, fearsome-looking warriors towered like the tallest trees. Their faces were thickly painted in bright, garish colours. They wore loincloths made of animal skin and peculiar pointed headdresses that emphasised their unusual height. In their hands were spears that glinted threateningly.

Mama screamed.

One of the warriors shouted something, while waving toward us. Another dashed forward and snatched me out of Papa’s protective hold.

“Papa!”

The monster hauled me outside.

I kicked and flailed. “Papa!”

“Kiya!” Papa hurried after me.

Alas, though he was strong and agile, he was no match for these giants. They ran with such enormous strides that in no time he was out of sight.

“Papa?” I writhed about in the warrior’s iron grip. “Papa!”

I felt a blow to the back of my head and the world turned black.

Cold water slapped my face. When I opened my eyes, I was staring into the massive painted face of my captor.

“Get up,” he snarled. His breath was fouler than rotten fish.

I struggled to my feet. Though I was still in a daze, I dared not disobey.

The warrior grabbed my arm and led me through pitch-black darkness. I was certain he was going to kill me. My chest tightened with fear.

He led me out into a brightly lit clearing. It looked like we were in the midst of a dense jungle. A campfire crackled at the centre where the warrior’s comrades sat feasting and talking.

Relief washed over me when I noticed my fellow villagers huddled together at the far end. Menah was with them.

I smiled. “Menah!”

The warrior slapped me hard across the face. “You are not to speak. If you do so again, we will kill you.”

I shuddered, though I was less frightened than before now that I knew I was not alone.

The warrior dragged me over to the villagers and shoved me amongst them. “Stay with them. No talking and no trying to escape.” He glared at us, then went to the fire to join the others.

Menah took my hand.

“Where are my parents?” I asked in a bare whisper.

He looked at me sadly and shook his head.

I knew what that meant. They were not there.

I suddenly threw up.

In a flash, the warrior was before us. “What’s going on here?”

No one answered.

“She felt sick and vomited,” our village mother Mekten said finally.

The warrior turned to his comrades and said something in their language. They laughed boisterously. He shook his head and returned to them.

Tears spilled from my eyes. Menah held me and rocked me, comforting me. I sobbed for a long time, eventually crying myself to sleep.

What followed was an arduous journey through the jungle. The scorching sun was merciless and mosquitoes bit my arms, legs and face. The entire time, our captors threatened to murder us and I might have actually died with despair had it not been for the familiar faces around me.

I do not know how far we travelled, but just as I thought we would perish, one of the warriors announced we had reached our destination.

It was early evening. We were led toward a tribal encampment illuminated by a towering bonfire. Drumbeats pounded in my ears as we drew nearer. When we entered the camp, I saw tents made of dyed animal hides, as well as poles topped with the decapitated heads of people and animals. I averted my eyes, trying to erase the horrific images from my head.

The drums were deafening as the tribespeople surrounded us. Like our captors, they were wrapped in animal skins. Their bodies were pierced in just about every part and painted in bright colours. I shuddered when a small child with painted teeth and a pierced nose came over and poked at my face.

My fellow villagers and I were lined up in front of the bonfire. I thought for sure they would murder us. I whimpered as one of the warriors strode up to us. I recognised him. He had entered my family’s hut.

The warrior paced the length of our row. “Do you know why you are all here?”

No one answered.

He glared at us. “Many years ago, your Pharaoh murdered our chieftain. I am that chieftain’s son and will now avenge my father’s death. Until your king makes amends, we will continue to destroy your wretched country. If he does not, we will fight until Egypt is no more.”

As he reached me, he stopped pacing and smiled, revealing crooked yellow teeth. “What is your name, little girl?” His voice was gentle.

“K-Kiya,” I squeaked.

“What a beautiful girl you are. Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?”

I did not answer.

“How old are you?”

“Nine.”

“Ah. Perfect.” His hideous grin widened. “You will be my slave, Kiya. And when your red moon comes, you will become my bride.”

I stared at him, too horrified to speak.

He stepped forward. “That flower around your neck goes very well with your lovely face.” He fingered the lotus pendant and I pulled back.

“Where are my parents?” I blurted.

“We left them behind, little one. We have no use for them.” He laughed cruelly.

My fear was replaced by rage. “I want my parents. Bring me back to my parents.”

One of the warriors rushed toward me, but the chieftain held up his hand. He stared into space for a moment. “Very well. If you work hard, I will send for your parents by the time you and I are ready to marry.”

My anger began to abate. “You mean that?” I looked into his dark eyes, which were surrounded by a strange painted pattern of dots.

“Yes. So what do you say, little Kiya? Are you going to work hard?”

I hated that he called me “little Kiya.” It sounded like he was trying to replace Papa. But I knew that if I wanted to see my parents again, I had to be obedient and silent.

I nodded.

“Good,” he said, turning away.

“What is a red moon?” I asked.

Some of my fellow villagers stared at me, aghast, while the tribespeople roared with laughter.

The chieftain approached Mekten. “Be Kiya’s advisor and explain to her what a red moon is. I am sure you know full well.” He winked at her.

I felt sick at that gesture, even though I did not understand what it meant.

Mekten nodded in submission.

The chieftain waved his arm, inviting his people to pick slaves from among us.

A tall, thin woman with large bone earrings and a cold expression led Mekten and I to the chieftain’s large tent. When we stepped inside, I nearly screamed. The place was festooned with more disembodied animal heads, as well as enormous wooden masks with frightening expressions. The dim light from torches cast shadows on the eerie things, making them look almost alive.

The tribeswoman pointed to a dirty mat at the far end of the tent. “You will sleep there. Go now.” Mekten and I headed for the mat, but the tribeswoman grabbed Mekten’s arm. “Not you. You will stay here.”

I stared at them, confused, and the woman glared at me. “Go!”

I hurried over to the mat as the tribeswoman extinguished the torch, plunging the tent into complete darkness.

All was silent. Then the tent’s flap rose, revealing the bulky profile of the chieftain. He shuffled inside and the flap swung closed.

Not long after, I heard Mekten crying out in fear and pain. Heavy breathing followed. The louder Mekten screamed, the heavier the breathing grew.

Though I had no idea what was happening, I knew I was hearing something bad. I covered my ears, but it was no use. Similar screams rose from the neighbouring tents. I slept amongst nightmares, waking at times to the sound of terrified cries and heartbreaking sobbing.

The following morning, Mekten acted scared of everything and everyone, which wasn’t like her. I wanted to make her feel better, but I didn’t know how. Even the most trivial things I did frightened her.

Throughout the day, I kept a distance from her. But at times, I tried to reach out to her. She was, after all, one of our dearest family friends.

“Mekten,” I said in a timid voice. “What is a red moon?”

Mekten looked at me with sad eyes. Finally, she took a deep breath and explained everything in a shaky voice before breaking down.

 

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I will be posting a review of this book very soon! Personal life circumstances have derailed my reading so far this year so I apologize for not posting a review with the blog tour post. I will be reading and posting a review within the next couple of weeks, so please check back! Thanks for your understanding!
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Book Review & Giveaway: Mornings with Jesus (Litfuse Blog Tour)

Mornings with Jesus 2012
Daily Encouragement for your Soul – 366 Devotions
Devotions Written by: Judy Baer, Gwen Ford Faulkenberry, Tricia Goyer, Sharon Hinck, Keri Wyatt Kent, Erin Keeley Marshall, and Camy Tang
Published by Guideposts
377 pages
Source: I received a free copy of this book from Litfuse Publicity Group for my participation in a virtual blog tour and book review.

About the Book:

“Be still and know that I am God.” is one of the most beautiful verses from the Bible, but it’s not easy to practice in this busy world. Mornings with Jesus will help you do just that—“be still” in Jesus’ beautiful and powerful presence. For those who are seeking a deeper experience in their relationship with Christ, Mornings with Jesus offers a fresh perspective of who Jesus is (the Healer, the Son of God, the Comforter, the Good Shepherd) and what that means for day-to-day life. With a warm and friendly voice, 365 short devotional writings on the character and teachings of Jesus encourage readers to greet each day by drawing near to Him and inviting His presence into their day. Spend time with Jesus at the beginning of each day and experience His nearness and peace in a new way throughout the year. Each day’s selection includes: • a Bible verse • an entry based on Jesus: His words, miracles, and parables; His wisdom, compassion, and comfort; His mystery, power, divinity, and humanity • a “faith step” that will inspire and challenge readers to apply the day’s message to their lives.

This beautiful devotional book is an invitation to begin your day with Jesus. Each devotion is a page long and begins with a short piece of scripture, a devotion from one of seven women writers relating to the verses, and ends with a Faith Step – a way for you to take action on that days scripture reference and devotion.

I have a story to tell about my experience with this book. First, the book was very delayed in getting to me because when I submitted my address to Litfuse Publicity Group (so they could send me a copy), my phone autocorrected my street name (I didn’t pay attention). Thus, I didn’t get the book until the beginning of February. When I got it, I read the first day’s devotion (I think it was February 4) and, I will be honest here, I completely forgot about the book. My mornings are crazy. I oversleep almost every morning and run around like a madwoman trying to get ready for work, so stopping to take time to read one of the devotions just has not worked for me. It is good in theory and I really want to do it; I just haven’t worked out that area of my life yet!

On February 16, I was having my typical morning – running late. But, I felt a prompting to open the devotional and read the day’s message. So, I did. Let me back up a second and say that God has been hounding me for quite a while now about getting down to the business of writing. I keep putting it aside, thinking “What do I have to add to what’s already out there?“, “Aren’t there already enough Christian writers out there?“, “What story do I need to be telling?“, and my personal favorite “Maybe I’m wrong about what I’m hearing about this writing thing.

So, let me share what the February 16 devotion is:

“He brought me out into a spacious place; he rescued me because he delighted in me.” Psalm 18:19 (NIV)

Weary, beat-up and burned-out, I had reached a point where I was questioning everything. Especially the persistent whisper of God to write, of all things, Christian Books.

I was still the mom of young children. I had written one book, but wasn’t sure what was next. My husband was wondering why I didn’t find a job in PR or some other more lucrative form of writing. I was overcommitted at church and at my kids’ school – hemmed in by a fence I’d built myself.

On the advice of a mentor, I scheduled a day of solitude at a retreat center. I needed some time with Jesus, just the two of us.

I prayed, searching the Psalms for the comfort they always bring. I lingered in Psalm 18, making its laments my own, longing for its promises to be true. Needing fresh air, I took a walk, following a path through a small woodland, praying as I went. Don’t you have enough Christian book writers? I asked Jesus. I’m pretty busy.

The path through the woods led to a huge open field bordered on all four sides by ancient woods. I stood in that spacious place, which Jesus had brought me to. I listened, recalled the words I’d read. And believed – He delighted in me. I had been rescued by Jesus, who’d saved me for a purpose. Did I trust His calling? Could I rest in that spacious place, enjoy the fact that in spite of my questions and doubts, He delighted in me?

In that spacious place, god gave me a picture of what my life could be if I said no to all the things that cluttered it, so I could say yes to His purpose for me.

–Keri Wyatt Kent

Faith step: Is there an area in your life where you feel crowded by questions and doubts? Where you are questioning God’s calling? Ask Him to bring you to a spacious place, where you can feel His delight in you.

So, I stood there, literally shaking, mouth ajar. Sometimes I am just amazed at how real God is and how He makes himself known. I’ve been having doubts about writing and He gave me an answer. He keeps confirming to me, over and over, that this is what He wants me to do. I know this has nothing to do with a book review, but it was such a powerful moment for me, I wanted to share it with you.

This book is really wonderful. The readings are short, but are impactful. They allow you to start your day focusing on Jesus and His love for you. What a beautiful way to start your day! They give you something to meditate on and think about as you go through your day. You can also take the scripture reference and use it for more in-depth Bible study, at your leisure. I would definitely recommend this devotional book.

View the rest of the blog tour HERE.

Giveaway:

I have one copy of this devotional to give away to a reader in the USA!

Rules:
1. Fill out your name and e-mail address in the Contestmachine widget below.
2. The giveaway will end on February 27, 2012 at 11:59pm EST.
3. I will contact the winner at the conclusion of the giveaway. He/She will have 48 hours from the date of my email to contact me with his/her full name and mailing address. Failure to respond in the allotted time will forfeit the prize and a new winner will be selected.
4. I will mail directly to the winner. I am not responsible for lost or misdirected prize shipments. It is the winner’s responsibility to ensure that the information provided to me is accurate.

Good Luck!


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1 Peter Bible Study – Week 6

I am participating in a Blog Tour through Kregel Publications for the Bible Study – 1 Peter: Finding Encouragement in Troubling Times by Sue Edwards. Each week from January 15 – March 11, I will be blogging through my experiences with this study, posting my opinions and insights as I learn more about the book of 1 Peter. I’m really excited to be participating in this study and am looking forward to what I learn over the next nine weeks!

 

Previous Posts:
Week 1 Post
Week 2 Post
Week 3 Post
Week 4 Post
Week 5 Post

About the Book

The letter of 1 Peter was heard by women who knew times like these. This newest addition to the Sue Edwards Inductive Bible Study series digs into 1 Peter and takes a look at the stories of real women–past and present–to teach today’s woman how to stand faithful to God regardless of her trials, however severe.

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Week 6 - 1 Peter 3:8-12

This week’s focus was only on four verses, but they are an intense four verses! I’m going to discuss verse 9 as it spoke to me the most. Here is what it says:

“Don’t repay evil for evil. Don’t retaliate with insults when people insult you. Instead, pay them back with a blessing. That is what God has called you to do, and he will bless you for it.”

I know that God brought these verses to me this week for a reason. My pastor gave a message last week on forgiveness and bitterness and what God calls us to do as the body of Christ. It emotionally wrecked me for the entire day. I realized that I have been holding onto some resentment and bitterness and I’ve let it define my relationship with a particular person. But, it finally hit me. I keep expecting that person to change. But, regardless of whether or not that person changes, I need to change how I react to this person and let go of these unhealthy feelings. Is it going to be easy? Probably not. But with Jesus’ help I know I can do it.

This is what verse 9 is calling us to do, too. Even if we do not outwardly retaliate when we are wronged, we cannot hold bitterness and resentment toward someone either. Peter tells us that we should pay them back with a blessing because that is what God has called us to do. In the moment, I know it can be difficult, maybe impossible to take the higher road. But, Peter tells us that if we do that, God will bless us for it. And, you know what I think? I think that if we take a moment to let our initial anger pass and respond with peace instead, we will feel better ourselves.

Is this easier said than done? Yes. But with Jesus we can do anything. Don’t be afraid to ask for His help. I’ve been holding onto this resentment and bitterness for over a year now and I didn’t even realize it until a week ago. Those feelings have a way of laying in the heart and wrecking relationships and you don’t even realize it. But, Jesus continues to work on me and make me into a better person. So, I trust that he will continually and faithfully guide me into the person He created me to be.

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